Oh well my fellow bimz, i'm here to add on to the long posts...hope u sexy ladays don mind yeah? :p Life's rough...i wake up every morning wishing i was going to sch. Shocker!!! Not for lessons duh. For the smiles that i see from my special 4 faces. I know i may sound rather insincere or not serious right now but if u know me well enough well, i don usually express myself in words so its kinda hard. I prefer the more indirect way such as making fun of bels, or ganging up wif van, or singing along wif chewy n of course irritating fiz wif new songs. Muahahaz. 

Yes...i am guilty. I hurt the four of u along the way but well, i wanna say thats just me but thats not. Its just that i tend to do it without knowing it. But i'm glad u ladies made me realise it. I still rmb the heart to heart talk we had at secret recipe where u just told me straight up wat stupid things i did to hurt u. I am mean yes but i really don mean to hurt any of you. So i'm here to apologise. I'm very sorry. 

Here i am wif my biggest confession. I really never had any frenz like the 4 of u. Honestly i see all of u having such close frenz from sec sch n stuff n i ask myself where are my frenz? I never went out wif my frenz in sec sch. Hahaz...too busy dreaming i could turn pro one day. Lol. Dreams. 

I do feel lucky and fortunate and blessed that i have such great frenz...BIMBOS!!! But i do regret that i haven't really fulfilled my duty as a fren. 

But to each of u i hope u remember MAPS. Cos to be mentally, academically and physically strong is wat we have aimed for and i believe we have pushed each other to the limits in order to achieve this goal or just for fun. :)

To Bels: To have confidence is to believe in yourself. Only you have the right to call yourself ugly or dumb. Noone else has the ability to push you down unless you let them. Noone has the authority to tell you to do something unless you let them. Take control. Stand your ground. You can do it!!!

To Van: Darling...i don need to say anything to u...u noe wat u want and wat u need to do. Hehe...just stop slacking....:p I noe i'm a bad influence. I love u so much darling. I can talk to u bout the crappiest thing in the world and u won't mind. Loves. Hugs. Muackz.

To Chewy: I only have this to say to u darling: All the best! You won't take crap from anyone so wateva crap i say won't make a difference to wat your goals are. Its all set just waiting to take off. I have so much confidence in u. So just go for it! ;)

To Fiz: "Well woman the way the time cold i wanna be keeping u warm...i got the right temperature to shelter u from the storm.." Just kidding! Hahaz...fizzy wizzy...i hope you succeed in future. I know you will. Just wishing you all the best. You have control but gotta motivate youself once in a while so as to not lose sight of it!

Till i meet u ladays again. Love always, MB